a knowing
ever wake up one morning and have a clear sense that you really don’t like what you are doing, and that it has nothing to do with the important people in your life and it has nothing to do with being jealous of what other people may be doing in their life and has everything to do with some of the major activities of your life and it feels daunting to think about making change and yet that feeling is there that you know you need to be doing something different?
been there
i am maybe a little suprised…moreso perplexed…to realize that many of the component parts of my childhood angst persist now. it’s as if i have not outgrown things
